I spent this week disconnecting from some old family cycles. In these healings I kept getting the message that I needed to stop seeing myself as one of them (my human family) and instead embrace my Fairy lineage. I have a real hard time with this; partially because I get caught up in this 3D reality and partially I have judgments around people I know who go around "claiming to be Fairy". I have also been receiving messages about just asking for help and letting go of control of how I am helped. I have a habit of asking for something and either being so detailed it let's no room for it to actually happen or I instantly block it with other actions and beliefs. I feel I've made some great progress on this front. This whole week I've experienced small miracles and solutions I would have never been able to dream up but experienced because I asked and then got out of the way. So, I decided I should ask for help on this issue of being Fairy (a miracle I even thought of that). Then the epiphany came in a series of events that included a couple of conversations, a few memories brought back to my attention, and a Fraggle Rock episode. I kept thinking I needed to shift something in myself to be more Fairy. Instead it is about being more naturally me. Most of the judgments, insecurities, and self loathing I have, come from my human family, if I stop viewing myself from that lens and instead view my self from a fairy lens, then I am allowed to be more of myself. Let me give you an example. I was often sent the message that I was too loud, hyper, crazy, etc. as a child. I've morphed that into I am too intense as an adult. When I view this behavior as I'm channeling an energy that doesn't align with my human family but does with the Fairies I can accept it, love it, and integrate it back into me. I'm simplifying a more complicated process involving Theta, Reiki, and other forms of healing a very deep issue, but at its core that's what it is. One of the triggers for this epiphany was discussing communication with guides and children. I have heard so many people say "I want to communicate with my guides!" and feel stuck or hopeless. The truth is we are all communicating with our guides all the time. Every time you send out a desire. Every time you pray, or make a wish, or repeat the same remark over and over. You are being answered all the time too. They tell you in TV shows, movies, music, conversations that people are having next to you but not with you. It is in nature and the world around you if you just pay attention. Most of all it's in you. Those hunches and gut feelings are your answers. The other thing I hear all the time is "I don't want my children to forget magic or lose their connection" but not know how to support them through it. The answer is to do it yourself. You need to believe in magic and fairies and spirit. You need to honor your connection. Children will go through phases. My son, who is 9, when he wants to try to trigger me, or be rebellious, will tell me Fairies aren't real and all that energy stuff is not true. I know people who are devastated by a comment like that. I just smile at my son and say I know you're mad and you can have your feelings and you can believe what ever you want. I know Fairies are real for me. That's what I believe. It is around my children everyday. When they don't feel good they ask for energy. When they are overwhelmed with feelings they come to me and tell me they want to talk about their feelings. They pull Oracle/Tarot cards. They love crystals. They do all these things because it's what the adults in their life do. That same 9 year old son will come to me when he can't find his video game and say "Mom ask the Fairies where it is! They always find it!", so I guess he still believes a little. The point I want to make is stop trying and just be. Yes part of it is looking at your issues and healing your wounded self. The other part is being yourself and loving yourself just how you are (wounds and all) and knowing that you are divinely perfect in this moment and so is everything and everyone else.

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